On This Day

We danced in the heat and in the fire, the heat and the fire all around us as we danced.

Long days and hard nights

Enduring

Knowing each others moves like an elderly couple once did until they were dried up and fucked out of life.

Each move a performance, a fluid motion as one, coming together as one, working as one

We took orders and delivered but never compromised and never obeyed, but always complying with their wishes.

No words were needed just looks and gestures, slight movements of the head, the hands the body.

We could do no wrong

We were the best

Top of our game

But you had to fuck it up

Your medication

You need your medication

You couldn’t let things be without your medication

You had to push, approach, and push, advance, intimidate, pushing, screaming and slashing the air between us till I stabbed you

Till I had to stab you

Till I had no choice

You left me no choice


All stopped

The waiters, the bar, the restaurant, the dishwasher the cute French girl we had fucked the night before, the kitchen

Stopped

We tried to stop the blood; you know we tried to stop the blood

There was too much blood

We rode in the ambulance

I talked in the ambulance

I held you in the ambulance

I cried in the ambulance

You died in the ambulance


Your funeral was a celebration of the life you lived

You lived a full life

You lived a short life


The court hearing was your life, full and short

Your mum and dad stood by me

My family stood by me

The system stood by me

Fairness stood by me


I still see you’re mother & father on that day each year

That day each year we remember

We remember and never forget

Today is that day

We will never forget

I will never forget

Order up Chef